248 – PATHETIC

I know somehow you will read this. Or even someone close to you. Or even someone related to you. Or even someone around you. You and only you know who you are.

The fact you are such an ignorance to the ONLY person who put all the hatred and anger deep inside just to comfort you when you really need it, is COMPLETELY BEYOND ME! Proved that really you are SO SELFISH in relationship. If you deny this then there is no doubt that you have such a horrible person around you. Be it your great/true lover wannabe or even your pathetic middle age immature brother! For god sake we all already move on. If it is really hard for you and your family or even your family wannabe to appreciate the true meaning of SINCERE in relationship, then at least shows some respect to a person that have a lot of compassion for you when SHE HAS ALL THE RIGHT TO TEAR YOU APART!

She still remembered your favorite colour, your favorite yogurt drink and your dream of happiness when she supposed to remember how greedy you are in broking her heart before. Its just so improper to treat her this way!

Demang – pity you and them. so hard to forget the past when everybody looking for a bright day ahead. PATHETIC!

249 – Football Day

Start with this..

Then this..

Finished with this..

oh.. also this!

HEAVEN!!!

247 – Kawan Baik

Terilham dari sini.

Mempersembahkan.. TAG KAWAN BAIK dari demang! Hehehe..

1. LETAK SATU GAMBAR ANDA BERSAMA KAWAN BAIK ANDA DAN SEDIKIT KETERANGAN TENTANG KAWAN BAIK ANDA.

Gambar raya kedua tahun lepas. (Gambar latest raya tahun ni ada dalam laptop kat rumah!) Dah kenal dalam 15 tahun. Dulu satu sekolah menengah. Sekarang kerja dengan MARA di negeri di bawah bayu sebagai IT Technician. Masih bujang! Uniknya, kami lahir pada hari yang sama. Eh, juga pada bulan yang sama. Eh, dalam tahun yang sama juga! Hehehe.. Sama2 aktif dalam sukan. Suara dia sedap sampai dapat wakil sekolah ke pertandingan nasyid peringkat kebangsaan. Suara aku pulak lantang sampai dapat jadi sarjan kadet polis hingga ke peringkat kebangsaan. Minat yang sama dalam hampir semua perkara cuma…

2. PERBEZAAN KETARA ANTARA ANDA DAN KAWAN BAIK?

Aku MAN UNITED FAN dan dia LIVERPOOL FAN. DAMN!

3.  PENGALAMAN PALING MANIS BERSAMA KAWAN BAIK ANDA?

- sama sama dalam dream team bola baling sekolah yang berjaya memecah tradisi pasukan belasahan hingga berjaya menjadi pemenang tempat ketiga Karnival Sukan KRK peringkat negeri Pahang tahun 1997.

4. PENGALAMAN PALING PAHIT BERSAMA KAWAN BAIK ANDA?

- dikhianati sehingga membawa kepada gagal nya cinta pertama pada tahun 1999. setahun kami putus kawan namun persahabatan terasa lebih manis selepas berdamai!

5. SENARAIKAN 5 FAKTA TENTANG KAWAN BAIK ANDA.

- Bertapak tangan lebar dan berkaki besar.

- Minat Siti Nurhaliza! DAMN.

- Terer hal ehwal komputer.

- Minat menyanyi tapi pemalu.

- Dulu minat gila kat Ziana Zain!

6. SENARAIKAN PULA 5 KAWAN UNTUK MENJAWAB TAG INI SELEPAS ANDA.

- MAOI

- BUZZY

- LAIR

- ECHAH

- NOMEY

Demang - MAOI, sila jawab dengan penuh tawwaduk. You ask for it! hehehe..

246 – ACCEPTANCE II

Cakap banyak tak guna. Mamat ni memang WORLD CLASS STRIKER!

Man Utd bongok sebab main defensive.

Liverpool deserve menang. Main macam nak menang final. Boleh faham la, takkan nak kalah 5 kali berturut-turut kan. Dengan Man Utd pulak tu. Dekat Anfield pulak tu! So take it.

Bak kata pepatah, dah terhantuk baru nak terngadah! Lepas Torress scores baru rasa nak main macam Man Utd biasa main. Dah terlambat. Lepas Nani dengan Owen masuk baru serangan Man Utd nampak bernyawa sedikit.

Refferee jelas favor Liverpool. Mangkuk! Carragher main keji macam lahanat! Oh lupa. ACCEPTANCE. Maaf. Yer, Liverpool layak menang malam ni. Man Utd yang bongok. Sekian!  

Demang – Ambik la game ni. Kitaorang nak piala jer…

245 – ACCEPTANCE

Watching heroes episode 4 of the new season. Titled ACCEPTANCE. Made me think. Remind me of something. Its just as simple as that. An acceptance.

Its all start with the greediness and denial that will lead us to a series of conflict and dilemma. We always think we deserve much more better. We think we are suppose to be somebody else. We think we good enough to have everything that we wanted. We think we are not belong here where we were all the while. We think we are so much bigger than what we were. We think because we want. Because we were greedy. We rather live in denial. We dont want to believe that we actually had the best of what we could ever have. We dont want to accept that the reality is much more worst than the expectation. Even worst compared to the perfect world we were always dreaming of.

Its just a simple acceptance to solve it all. Hiro Nakamura eventually did accept the way he is meant to be. Thats the point where all the calm and happiness start to arose in him. An acceptance. Well, i do feel so happy right now. I do feel so right. I do feel that calmness. Somehow I know I have already going through these ACCEPTANCE period. Have you???

After all, it was the only way huh!

Demang - there is nothing wrong in accepting the weaknesses of a person because we also do have weaknesses right?

~II pengomen yang diapproved selepas ni adalah pengomen yang ke 1000! mari kita lihat siapa yang bertuah.. ada hadiah misteri! hehehe.. II~