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SMS – After 10 Years

Salam, saya Farah, nak jemput Zam sekeluarga ke majlis perkahwinan saya. Harap dapat reply msg ni beserta alamat, nanti dapat saya kirimkan kad jemputan.

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Almost 10 years since the last time i heard something from her.

This was the 1st time i ever heard something about her.

After 10 years only i know that she had move on.

After 10 years only i know that at least she had me there somewhere deep in her heart all these years.

Glad to know that, can’t ask for more.. Thank you for having me once in your life!

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Msg forward

Bile dia msg? Apa perasaan? Em, kena la terima hakikat jodoh dia dengan orang lain. Betul tak?

Tadi lepas dinner. Em, tak rasa apa-apa pun. I’m happy for her besides, saya bahagia sekarang!

Betul ke takde rasa apa-apa? Mesti deep down ada jugak rasa sikit-sikit kan!

Betul! Tak rasa apa-apa.. Just it was the first ever msg after 10 years. Ironically, it comes exactly when i found my new love in you!

Em, kan! Kalau saya pun mesti fikir macam tu jugak..

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Suddenly lagu nyanyian Celine Dion ‘My Heart Will Go On’ comes into mind..

Everynight in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on

Once more, you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we’re one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we’ll always go on

near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on

Once more, you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

[… There is some love
That will not go away…]

You’re here, there’s nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We’ll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Tak dinafikan lagu ini memang sentiasa ada di jiwa. Mungkin terlalu dalam connection nya dengan cerita cinta pertama dulu namun tak pernah nampak pulak kesinambungan lagu ni dengan zaman cinta tengah berbunga-bunga masa tu.. Now everythings make sense! Seems like ‘ZamFarah, neverending love story’ already had an ending from the very beginning! 🙂

INITIAL F

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we’re gone

My Heart Will Go On – Celine Dion

Girl with initial F. You are my everything. You are my symbol of perfection. You will always remind me that once I already had everything I want in you. I dedicated all my achievement until graduation to you. I must admit that you had played an important role in my high school life. You made me think of the future and getting ready for it. You burn my spirit and the will to strive for success. You changed me. You made me a better student by giving me a real hope and dream about our future. A better future. People said love will only do damage to our study but you and I are the living proof that love actually can also bring positive impact on our study.

Then all the immaturity and emotional deed we put into our relationship turn to be a stern test that we could not handle at the very young age that time. We failed the first test of life. So there you go, you already move on with your life and thanks to girl with initial A I am also finally ready to let you go.

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