#167 : Initial I

Never too far away
I won’t let time erase
One bit of yesterday
And I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I’ll keep you close to me
And I’ll remember

Never Too Far – Mariah Carey

Girl with initial I. You complete me in a certain way. You made my campus life more meaningful. We had such a passionate relationship with so much sweet memories to be remembered. You are my symbol of loyalty only for me to betray it. I do everything for you and you did the same but then I dont know why somehow my conscious keep telling me that you are not the one. We came from a different background and your parents dont like me. I know back then there were nothing much to expect from me as a part time cashier. Fair enough as they dont even know I am a student but the perception was already there and I know I should end it before everything goes too far.

Maybe it was a mistake, I dont know. The thing is I need to admit that I feel very sorry for what I have done to you. It was wrong to simply ignore you and provoke you to leave me just because I see a better prospect with someone else. You are the first person that made me realized the world still moving after my heartbreak failure with the  initial F. You gave me a real hope that we actually can create something better if we are ready to let go the best of the past which I really appreciate. 

Its just me to be blame for. The weak and naive me for not having the guts to take my chance against the negative perception of your rich parents. The selfish me for making a verdict by myself that I am not belong to your family. I am sorry. I never told you about this. I never told you the actual reason. I regret that. I know this will haunt me for a very long time.

I never heard anything about you ever since that night and I just hope that you also already move on with your happy life!   

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6 responses to “#167 : Initial I

  1. hmmm… ada banyak lagi initial ke? hehehe…

    saya rasa kamu ni mesti duk teringat2 kisah lama nie…

    • ehhh.. tak tau ada orang tunggu! hehehe.. thanks for stopping by! 🙂

      buzzy : emmm.. diorang ni yang duk datang balik dalam mimpi! hehehe.. malas nak kenang so tulis je kat sini. harap habis kat sini lah! 🙂

      maoi : kena eh? hehehe..

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