Happy for him & her. May ALLAH bless them with happiness. Alhamdulillah.

While my early years in Kuantan will always be years to remember, still my final 2 years with Petikemas in Penang is the most important part of my working life. Eventually I manage to assemble a great team. A little flaw here and there but still as a team we made such a good blend. We were so close and united. We were too attached like a family. I am blessed actually to be given a chance to work alongside such a quality people..

Warm and committed Fai, very discipline and firm lady. A little naive though but in a sweet way. A very very very good friend and certainly not a good enemy to have! Hehehe ~ Energetic and pro active Diyana. Outspoken, confident, reliable and also obidient. Sometime seems like she enjoy to confront others but deep down I always know she meant it in a good way ~ Very organize lady in Eja. Also committed to work and her output always come neat and tidy. Despite no strong knowledge in accounts, she turn to be such a fast leaner. Easy to instruct and reliable ~ Bag of potential in Suhana, she is the strongest in term of knowledge. Also reliable and committed to work. Need to working hard on her self belief, communication and discipline. Very good assistant though. Not forget an easy going manager in Mr Chong. Funny and so understanding. Soft spoken Mr Sera. Slow and steady Rahizan. Niza the novel reader! Keh keh keh.. Always smile and smile and smile. Ali the runner. Always running away, no clue where he actually is! Good person though. 

All in all, what made all of them so special is that they all have respect on people. No need to deny that every single person have an issue against each other but the respect made all of them blended well to form such a happy working family. Like I always said, everybody have their own flaw/weakness but then it must be not a reason we cannot be friend with them. Try to focus on the quality they have so that together we can embrace and compliment each other.

After 3 years in Penang office, I know I have done a good job on every aspect. I came with objectives and I left with most of the objective accomplished. At least on certain part I left it much better than the thing was when I arrived. I have a total faith that they can continue everything that I have started and maintain the happy working environment there. All the best!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

I still remember the day I decide to leave all the familiar things back then. It was not easy, really. But then it turns to be the most meaningful journey I had in my life. Its like a new beginning for me. Better than ever. The ending was not pretty there back into time, but the lesson was immense. Its made me a better person with a different perspective.

3 years wrap up…

First year in Penang, was a transition period. Coming from a small town in a big state to such a big city in a small state made it so easy to fit in. All the fear and guts already long gone before I can even felt it with all the excitement of promising cute little Penang eclipse it all. I found it so interesting here in this new place. I love almost everything about it. So much fun, interesting place to explore. So many food to be tasted. Good culture and also good people to be involve with. Right away I knew that this is the right place to start over.

My second year in Penang mark the new level of my maturity. Once again we have been tested only now we were well equiped with all the necessary quality to hold it on stronger than ever. We have learnt so much back then and we manage to go through the second wave almost unscratch. Alhamdulillah. Then comes the most beautiful gift ever from Allah to seal the bond we preserved. The birth of Nur Atiqah Amani. Cute baby girl to complement our smart boy Muhd Izzuddin Zharfan. I am blessed with such a lovely family. Thank you Allah.

My third year in Penang was a revolution period. Ramadhan last year is the mark. No, couple of weeks before that. Most people call it a hidayah. Some people may call it a midlife crisis. For me, its more to finally be conscious again. I believe that everybody has somehow being approach by this hidayah from Allah only for us to deny that. Its may come in such a various way, even from a simple 15 to 20 minutes description of SIKSA DI PADANG MAHSYAR in TV programme Tanyalah Ustaz at TV9. The important thing is, what did you do when it comes approach you?

You can pretend like you don’t know anything and continue to live in denial or even take it easy as you really think you can live much much much more longer to entertain it later on your life. What if you only have a quarter of what you already have to live up for? Do you think you really have enough time to offset all the wrongdoing you do throughout the years gone by? If you have much more less left?

From that point, I decided to reset everything. Seeing things from a very different perspective now. Really hope I always in the guidance of Allah. I wish Allah will continue to show me the right path and do not turn me back into the darkness.

So here in Penang I found myself. I am sure Allah knows best what is best for me and I am confident that there is more to come waiting for me back there in my comfort zone. While it was a lot of fun here in Penang, deep down I agree that being there will suit me more with my new perspective.

Wallahualam~

3 years back, still i can recall the feeling. the broken heart. the humiliating. the loneliness. its hurt. its really hurt. at one point i feel like i am nobody. useless. pathetic. they made me feel that way. they made me to accept that they all are the better person. perfect. smart. intelligent. knows everything. that there is no place for dreadful person like me.

fair enough. maybe its true there is no quality at all in me to offer. its time to rewrite a better story so i go. i accept the defeat.

*****

” Marilah dik. Please. Tolong lah. “

” No lah kak. Tak mau campur lah. That time saya tinggal everything in good order kan. Bukan tangan saya semua tu. “

” Tolong lah dik. Akak memang dah tak tau nak buat macam mana. Awak mesti tau apa nak buat. “

” Kat sana semua orang pandai-pandai kak. Biar diorang settle lah. Lagipun dalam tangan diorang semua tu. “

” Siapa? Akak tak pandai! Jangan la macam tu. Akak merayu ni. Kira tolong lah. ”

” Ramai la yang pandai. Dulu saya ada, mana ada nak tanya apa pun. Tengok muka pun tak mau. Tak layak! Saya dah settle kan tanggung jawab saya, ok la kan? “

*****

SMS – bukan kira dendam kak, tapi selagi ada DG & DZ kat situ memang saya segan lah. Saya ni nobody jer pada diorang. Insan hina. Diorang perfect. Sorry!

Demang – always knows that the person i care will suffer more than all the selfish unresponsible arrogant muppets!

watch its trailer about a year ago i guess. first impression was so exciting. thought another hollywood production but then turn out it was a local product! looking forward to it since then.

last thursday, finally. manage to watch it at gsc sunway carnival. show 9.30pm. the first 45 minutes was so impressive. tak terasa seperti menonton filem melayu pun. even the voice of sultan mudzafar shah dalam bahasa melayu klasik sebagai pembuka cerita pun sounds pretty commercial.

stephen rahman done a very good job. together with khir, both really show their full commitment to the role. also impress with jing lusi, and nell ng made it fun to watch. disappointed with ummie nazeera though. scene dia halau merong tu nampak sedikit kekok. that time teringat semula yang filem ni filem melayu! heh.

fight scene was ok considering it is a local production with less budget. however, still there is an unacceptable flaws here and there but then the cgi effect is merely a good one to balance it out.

the storyline is ok, the plots sometime moving very fast, the script is ok but not as good as pgl, unsur humor juga diselitkan menjadikan penceritaan nya lebih santai and edry has done a good job with his music arrangement.

overall, worth to watch at cinema. maybe not that good as an epic movie should be but still not that disapponting. kalau consider in term of local production, definitely this film antara yang terbaik pernah dihasilkan oleh malaysian. good try by kru studio. can do better and i believed this film is a good benchmark for more good malaysian movies in future.

go support produk tempatan di pawagam2 berhampiran and remember, DO NOT SET FILM LIKE ‘TROY’ AS YOUR BENCHMARK!

update 14/03/2011 – this time pi tengok kat tgv, jusco perda with lower expectation. fokus pada kualiti secara general. boleh disimpulkan yang filem ni berjaya. tahniah kru studio kerana berani mencuba benda baru. wife kasik 9/10. sama2 setuju yang ending scene fight tepi pantai langkasuka tu sedikit spoil. efek eksperimen sains tu macam terlampau jer. merong punya speech kalau lebih lancar mesti lebih berkesan. selain daripada itu, well done!